Standing in the way of control

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"don't say you love me, unless you mean it"
I keep a smile on my face every single day, life isn't great, life isn't perfect, neither am I, but I guess the harder we try to change it, harder it gets! I'm from Portugal. 19. I'm just a horny teen I don't know. I'm a easy going person, so go ahead, talk to me :) Always dreaming about reality.